I’ve been making music since 2017.
I started in a group called petrichor project. Then I made solo music under a dead name.
Now I make music for myself. I experiment, I express, and I create.
(ordered by most recent)
laced up by tsubi club - s4ge remix
casual - August 23rd 2024 - These 3 tracks explore themes of age-gap relationships and hookup culture, with samples and parallels to the film "Beach Rats".
the man - July 19th 2024 - This song was written about expectations in relation to gender roles and it is the first song I mixed and mastered with a more strategic approach.
booty bounce - June 26th 2024 - This is a simple fun dance song I made in an airport.
some songs i wrote 3 - May 17th 2024 - Ink Latte is all about being self-conscious and how outside influences can affect that. It also an attempt to blend indie music with slightly more electronic production. Carousel Migraine is about the duality of having a crush on someone while also wanting to be just like them.
NOREPI - February 23rd 2024 - These 7 songs have been 3 years in the making. They are snippets of my story transformed into electronic music across multiple genres. It is humorous, thought-provoking, and overall fun.
anti-forever - December 31st 2022 - This 5 song EP is my branch into more experimental production, combining indie with styles like drum and bass and hyperpop. The songs are all about recovering from someone who deeply hurt me.
belladonna - December 9th 2022 - This song took me about a year to finish. it started as something simple, but I knew this song would eventually be my pride and the summary of my production style. I released it on the 4-year anniversary of my first-ever song release.
chamomile - November 30th 2022 - This song is reminiscent of an earlier song, bubblegum, with glitchy 8-bit sounds and an overall humor and lightheartedness.
realizations - November 26th 2022 - Written about a moment in my life when time and all movement seemed to stop.
some songs i wrote 2 - November 18th 2022 - Coldfront is a song about the fall and winter, the transition between the two, and the return of some harsh seasonal emotions. Wedding Ring is a song about imagining a life with a partner and falling into that daydream a little too hard.
ella - July 25th 2022 - This song is about one of my best friends, Ella, and how they made me feel so appreciated and loved after a really hard time.
collatz conjecture - July 13th 2022 - A metaphor for an unsolvable problem. The song is about the cycle of working but never having enough money, and how stuck you can get in capitalism and burning yourself out.
feminine bones (& remix) - June 24th 2022 - This song is about my sexuality changing with my gender, and more specifically my first real crush on a woman and how being trans inhibits my romantic experience.
sewer pipes - May 13th 2022 - Tied with Inertia / Peppermint / Rot as my favorite, this song was my first experiment with guitar plucking. It is inspired by Lieth Ross, and is about fear of the future / failure and how it affected my ability to be happy.
hypochondriac - February 22nd 2022 - This song is about craving care from another person, feeling selfish, and worthlessness.
molly - February 11th 2022 - This song means a lot to me. I spent months working on it. It was originally going to be a sad and slow song, but I just kept focusing on the guitar and layering new chords and drums. The cover art is a collection of my best sketches from the previous months. It was originally called 7 months, and it's all about dissociating my way through junior and senior year of high school and coming to the realization that I was becoming an adult.
inertia / peppermint / rot - December 23rd 2021 - Possibly my favorite song I've ever created. Everything about the song is purely based on the cover art. A friend send me the image and I wrote this song essentially as a diary entry in the same hour.
some songs i wrote 1 - October 22nd 2021 - These two songs, angels and episode, both were about very harsh and melancholic emotions I couldn't get out of for a very long time.
oh ayla - October 7th 2021 - I brought out a strong indie pop-rock sound with this song. it's essentially a letter to someone warning them about someone else.
atychiphobia - September 30th 2021 - At the time of its release, this song conveyed more emotion than any of my music. It's about wanting to make it in the music industry, comparing myself to people more successful than me, and feeling inferior and insecure about my art.
arugula parks (demo) - September 3rd 2021 - This widely unfinished song is about New York City and wanting to live there.
dear sage, - August 5th, 2021 - My first 7 track EP. Every song has a different meaning and genre with the common theme of letters to myself. I tell myself not to sacrifice myself for others, not to overthink, not to forget to have fun, and other important messages.
ghost - July 22nd 2021 - This song is about feeling invisible to someone, but seeing them when they feel invisible to everyone else.
spring ephemerals - July 9th 2021 - This song is about being someone's romantic experiment.
osfed is a b!tch - June 22nd 2021 - My first song on my current platform. It's about my battle with an eating disorder and how imprisoned and helpless I felt.
effects EP - April 29th 2021 - This EP was really different for me. I tried sounds like rap, hyperpop, and anti-pop. Each song is completely unique from the next.
bubblegum - March 28th 2021 - The second single from my effects EP, I wanted to try a bubblegum pop video-game-type sound.
ap0gee - March 18th 2021 - Here I began to experiment with more hyperpop, dark pop, and rap. this was the first single from my effects EP.
hanahaki - February 13th - My first song with my voice in it. I wrote it about hanahaki, a japanese folk legend about being so heartbroken, your lungs fill with flowers. It was all about someone who I missed and felt like I could never please.
they & them - January 28th 2021 - This was my first ever EP. It consisted of 5 lofi pop songs. I spent all of my free time on it and making sure each song, although instrumental, told a story and conveyed an emotion. I will forever cherish this project.
you deserve to feel like every love song is about you - December 17th 2020 - The first instrumental song I made that strongly conveyed an emotion.
opalite - November 5th 2020 - I experimented with the lofi sound to make it more arpeggiated and ethereal.
sitting on my bed - October 15th 2020 - My first non-cover released as a solo project. I started out with a bouncy and calming lofi sound.